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15-17 June , I have Mid-term test

after finished the French exam , I hopeless in high score T^T

Then 22-23 June , I go to camp 

I paid 1000 baht for it , so expensive but I haven't any choice

So MIYAVI Meeting is out of my plan , I can't go

I think this again and agin

I should go or not , This a good chance that may be last chance for me ?

But in the last , I answered myself " I won't go "

I respect MYV thinking , I love his talent in guitar , I think he's friendly

I want to meet him once in my life 

But now I'm 15 years old , I'm student So 1700 baht  is not cheap for me

It's may be a stupid things....

" I like him , I respect him Why I overlook my chance ? "

I ask myself agian but I think If now I'm on a bachelor degree or I graduated

It may more easier to decide... 

Bye bye Miyabi , I will give my gift to my friends

and hope she will give it to you

Someday we may be meet , the day that I really ready to meet you ^^

I'm a bit nervous with my thinking about friends 

Now , I haven't friends that I can trust

I always feel we only friend not close friend , They interest in themselves

If I have problem , I know nobody can help me except my mom 

If I want someone to support me , I know they aren't 

so I go to write this blog

My best friend is my mom , I ask myself

" Except mom , Who is my friend that I can talk to , thust

and they will support me ? "

I can't answered , I cry because I know...I haven't Real friend

I just want my friens to know...

Sometimes I want someone to support me

I'm not strong all the time....

but It's may my wrong

If they ask me when I look so gloomy , I will say to them

" I'm OK "

But I lie , It not true 

I sad , I cry in my heart....

On 14 Sunday  I take some photo after rain

My pic always feel lonely,gloomy because I like this color tone...

Thanks for read

I write in Eng because I want to improve it

and now I want to write in Eng than Thai , I don't know why LOL

I hope tomorrow is the good day for me

tomorrow is the last day of the test , Go Go Go !

I miss my sis , my friends and only one bro ^ ^

I miss KRA , I miss my free time T^T

Bye , see you after test !

Ps. Now I'm hesitate about my job in the future

I want to be graphic Designer << That I dreamed

but my teacher told me I appropriate to be the interpreter

than graphic Designer

I interest in language same I interest in Arts

I  confuse !

- -;;